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heya everyone! well decided to start my blog again.. perhaps at another place.. this blog is unserviceable already.. yup..

this blog contained memories of my jc life.. my everyday memories of doing things together with my dear friends.. my grumblings as an nsf.. and definitely my dear who is together with me just after this blog is created..

i enjoy reading back stuff i wrote when i was in jc.
i was so immature then.. LOL.
but looking back.. i am proud to say i grew thru it all.
yup. the young 16 yrs old who ventured out to write this blog is no longer that childish in terms of thinking anymore.(although behaviour is otherwise)

i close this big chapter of my life and will cherish these memories forever.

rest in peace. http://waterdrunkedness.blogspot.com

i will miss ya.

My Personality

Neuroticism	23
Extraversion	72
Openness To Experience	51
Agreeableness	65
Conscientiousness	8

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You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. You are generally calm and composed, reacting moderately well to situations that most people would describe as stressful. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You like to live for the moment and do what feels good now. Your work tends to be careless and disorganized.

You are generally calm, although some situations can make you feel anxious or tense. You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry. You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind. You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. High levels of stress can lead to you feeling panic or confusion, but usually you cope with day to day pressures.
You genuinely like other people and openly demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You make friends quickly and it is easy for you to form close, intimate relationships. You find the company of others pleasantly stimulating and rewarding, and you enjoy the excitement that crowds provide. You are an active group participant but usually prefer to let someone else be the group leader. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You experience a range of positive feelings, including happiness, enthusiasm, optimism, and joy.
You prefer facts over fantasy and are more interested in what is happening in the real word. You are reasonably interested in the arts but are not totally absorbed by them. You have good access to and awareness of your own feelings. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. You like the security of tradition, but sometimes have a desire to bend the rules and challenge conventional thinking.

You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. There are times when you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary, however you are mostly candid, frank and sincere. People find it moderately easy to relate to you. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much. You are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy.

Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. You are content to get by with a minimal amount of work, and might be seen by others as lazy. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

hi people, my blog's screwing up. haiz.

hey everyone.. back from my hiatus.. ok not hiatus la.. haha just that i didn't blog for a long period of time.. sorry!

yup.. quite a lot of things happened within this few weeks..

-salsa was fun! finished the 2nd lesson and having the 3rd in 2 days time.. woo * shakes~

-programming is not so bad i guess.. still learning it but i'm enjoying my work.. (heng ar nv take biosci.. =x)

-had the x campus run.. 4 dollars for a t shirt and a good run.. ok it wasn't really a good run coz i'm so not used to competition pace.. sigh.. weak liao.. how am i supposed to run my marathon at the end of this yr again.. lol.. let's hope that i can continue to run everyday in school to train up for my marathon..

-had my birthday party! this is like long overdue.. so many photos to show everyone.. but i am lazy to post it up here.. do tell me if u wanna see ok.. i'll send u the zip file.. (sorry erik.. lol.. forgot.. =x)

-had a quarrel? nah not really.. got ignored by one of my best friends for 4 yrs.. kinda sad after wad we have gone thru to have our friendship resulting in this.. lots of pple think that he changed a lot after coming to NTU.. do u? nevertheless his birthday is coming up soon.. i shall try to talk to him after 1 month of silence.. (should i?)

-going to the girls nationwide dance finals this sat! haha.. should be quite fun i guess.. hopefully not too flooded as i hate super squeezy clubs.. yup.. come along! its at zouk..

-went for co.. realised that i missed playing my instrument a lot.. but pity i dun have the passion to commit to ntuco.. perhaps ajco took up a part too big in my life for me to join another co.. sorry guys~ i'll be the part time slacker.. =x

-sorry to alumni pple for rejecting that post.. i am really tied up to my neck at the moment.. totally not enough time for everything and everyone.. yup.. maybe i'll run for the post next yr if i'm not so busy.. coz if i take up the post i should be committed.. just that i can't put the commitment this yr.. so sorry..

kk think nothing much le.. will be going to my tutorial class now.. see ya everyone.. and say hi to ur frens always! dun neglect them or u will end up like mine~ take care and bye~

omg.. i just watched million dollar baby.. ok its a very old show already.. but its very nice!

i've never cried from watching movies so long already.. wow.. wad a deep show leaving u with after-thoughts on realities of life.. if u wanna watch it ask from me!

eh shall update abt my birthday another time.. yup.. take care everyone..

P.S. i've just dyed and highlighted my hair.. please tell me its nice.. haha.. :P